Tired and Uninspired

I haven’t photographed like i used to in a long time. The rut I’m in is the town i live in. It might come to a breaking end in a week or so. Please let this be the right road. This is all I see, want, breathe.. everything. 

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fuckyeahtattoos:

brain-food:

So, here’s the second phase of my camera half sleeve. Done by Jason @American Tattoo. He’s done every single tattoo of mine since I was 18, great guy. 

The Pentax camera was done last year, the new part (obviously the brightest) will eventually fade in with the camera over time while it heals. My arm is really swollen. I sat for 4 hours and didn’t take any breaks, which did a number on my upper arm. We almost left the entire thing black & shaded, but it was a great call to color in the flower. It was worth staying in the chair an extra hour. You can’t really see the film canisters & film well in these two pictures, but here you get a better view. Eventually i’ll start the bottom half to complete my half sleeve, I’ve been doing them in pieces so I can commit to an idea. 

I am extremely stoked. Everything turned out beautifully, I have so far two things that have influenced me the most with photography. I’m all smiles. 

Absolutely stunning!

i wanna shoot like this

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Anticipation..

I can’t wait to start my life again and start my journey to another city.. As much as I missed home while I was gone, I can’t stay here.. There’s too much holding me back here.. Mentally I need my outlet and its not in this small town.. I need more..

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No matter how, when, or where, I’ll make it with or without you.

You’re not the world, Your a single person in a crowded room and

I’ve come to realize I write my own fate.

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You don’t see what I see. It’s nothing like a normal picture. You can search and search but never find the real image. Maybe one day I will. I promise to see what you see but I will take my time to find the rest of what I am missing.

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All Nite Pilots. Look them up. You will not be disappointed.

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They’re the best guys you could ever know.

You can’t keep loving me with half of your heart..

You’re words define the meaning of my actions.. I was always scared to be myself before I met you. But you became half of my heart. You tangle my world with thoughts of love that I can never reach but I can surpass this like everything else. Believe me, I can be myself with or without you. It may have felt just like heaven but I’m out with the old. It may always be ever so sweet, but were slow dancing in a burning room.. It’s just time to save my scissors because you’ll always be a constant knot. I’ll watch you from pictures from afar.. And i will always stay.. Thats one of the hardest parts of our relationship. I’m always dreaming with a broken heart.. Goodbye to you.

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Don’t believe everything you hear. I know who you are, I see what I’ve become. Can you sit and wonder, or wait and watch. Move along, cause I’m done with the old and in with my new. It’s my way now.